July 08, 2009 - -
July 08, 2009 - -
February 17, 2009 - -
February 15, 2009 - -
December 17, 2008 - Holly
November 27, 2008 - i hate my job
July 08, 2008 - a winter that has an end
January 14, 2008 - i'm trying, damn it.
November 18, 2007 - update.
August 20, 2007 - new resolutions
August 18, 2007 - hopeless
July 25, 2007 - -
July 19, 2007 - why
July 07, 2007 - i thought you were beautiful but i wept with your movement
June 24, 2007 - lonely.
June 12, 2007 - every reassurance just magnifies the doubt
May 24, 2007 - -
May 14, 2007 - got my vans on but they look like sneakers
April 26, 2007 - -
April 15, 2007 - -
April 14, 2007 - -
April 05, 2007 - -
April 05, 2007 - -
March 29, 2007 - i don't know.
March 21, 2007 - -
March 08, 2007 - -
February 18, 2007 - I'm tired...
February 16, 2007 - yay
February 15, 2007 - -
February 13, 2007 - & you begin to wonder why you came
February 12, 2007 - i don't know
February 10, 2007 - i wish.
February 08, 2007 - -
February 08, 2007 - hard work good, and hard work fine, but first take care of head
February 04, 2007 - -
February 01, 2007 - -
January 31, 2007 - Nervous Habit.
January 30, 2007 - -
January 29, 2007 - -
January 26, 2007 - -
January 25, 2007 - -
January 24, 2007 - -
January 24, 2007 - -
January 21, 2007 - -
January 20, 2007 - that's life.
January 18, 2007 - i'm about to break
January 17, 2007 - crazybitch
January 11, 2007 - yayayayay!
January 11, 2007 - 'cause my bright is too slight to hold back all my dark
January 10, 2007 - good (hair) day
January 09, 2007 - i just felt like saying that
January 08, 2007 - untitled
January 05, 2007 - for the best
December 22, 2006 - not meant to be
December 02, 2006 - -
December 01, 2006 - fucking crazy.
November 29, 2006 - -
November 28, 2006 - i hate it
November 25, 2006 - distance
November 24, 2006 - love love love
November 22, 2006 - -
November 21, 2006 - -
November 21, 2006 - i suck at life
November 19, 2006 - i love you so much it hurts my head.
November 13, 2006 - alcohol
November 12, 2006 - You are the roots that sleep beneath my feet and hold the earth in place.
November 10, 2006 - just an update
November 09, 2006 - -
November 02, 2006 - nostalgia
November 01, 2006 - halloween
October 30, 2006 - so sick of being tired and oh so tired of being sick
October 29, 2006 - your favorite weapon
October 29, 2006 - overpriced
October 27, 2006 - if winter ends
October 27, 2006 - -
October 26, 2006 - black hole.
October 25, 2006 - lie to me
2006-10-24 - no one ever said it would be this hard
2006-10-22 - it's l-o-v-e
2006-10-19 - maybe.
2006-10-18 - try
2006-10-15 - because
2006-10-13 - not fair
2006-10-11 - 'cause the sex is so much better when you're mad at me
2006-10-10 - Complain
2006-10-09 - withdrawal
2006-10-09 - lets go home, get stoned, we could end up making love instead of misery
2006-10-08 - it's not so bad
2006-10-08 - help.
2006-10-07 - i'm a monster
2006-10-06 - fucking
2006-10-06 - adderall
2006-10-05 - letsjustpretend
2006-10-02 - a conversation with myself.
2006-10-01 - shit
2006-10-01 - hope
2006-09-29 - he doesn't look a thing like jesus, but he talks like a gentleman
2006-09-28 - got medication, a new addiction, fuckin' thanks a lot
2006-09-25 - thanks, dear.
2006-09-25 - it's true
2006-09-24 - i.
2006-09-20 - "do you like to hurt?" "i do, i do." "then hurt me"
2006-09-20 - pathetic
2006-09-19 - moving forward on a slow decline
2006-09-13 - bang, you're dead
2006-09-12 - red sox
2006-08-30 - that's pretty much the jist of it
2006-08-27 - Did you see that? Does that blow your mind? THAT JUST HAPPENED!
2006-08-27 - "normal"
2006-08-25 - 3 More Weeks.
2006-08-23 - asshole
2006-08-21 - it's love, it's love, it's love
2006-08-20 - million miles away
2006-08-19 - everything about you...
2006-08-16 - happiness
2006-08-15 - you're only a day away
2006-08-13 - you're just the best i've ever had
2006-08-13 - Zach
2006-08-12 - Bored
2006-08-11 - Him.
2006-08-11 - everything you see is bruised
2006-08-11 - pretend
2006-08-11 - loser
2006-08-08 - try.
2006-08-08 - definition of you
2006-08-06 - pussy
2006-08-06 - all the wrong reasons
2006-08-05 - my fault.
2006-08-05 - givemestrength
2006-08-05 - should i stay or should i go now
2006-08-05 - mistakes we knew we were making
2006-08-04 - fake
2006-08-01 - savor every moment of this
2006-07-31 - But suicides have a special language, like carpenters. They want to know which tools. They never ask, "Why build?"
2006-07-19 - This Is the Story of a Girl Who Cried a River and Drowned the Whole World
2006-07-14 - it's gonna be okay, kid
2006-06-24 - Fuck the real world.
2006-06-24 - beginning of the end
2006-06-01 - Goodybe, for now.
2006-05-31 - I'm an addict for dramatics, I confuse the two for love.
2006-05-31 - i've been sleeping so strange at night, side effects they don't advertise
2006-05-30 - it's my life
2006-05-29 - awful
2006-05-28 - new beginning
2006-05-09 - first entry